Generally speaking

I hate people who are fifteen and younger. I don't think I need to justify. If I was 15, I'd probably hate me too.

Dear Molly Rose Kurth,

You definitely do not understand how important you are to me, and how vital you are in my world. As mothering as it sounds, I worry about you when I don't know where you are, and if I come across as mean, I only want what's best for you. Seeing you can brighten up my whole day, and completely change my mood. For example, the 'good with your hands and face' face from the other day, had us both in fits of laughter for ages, whereas most people would just look at us like, okay sickos. I'm so lucky to be able to call you one of my best friends, even though I used to be "in love with your (at the time) boyfriend" and I apparently 'hated you'. I have no idea how we became as close as we did, but I'm so happy we did. You really are a shining light in my life Molly. My mum was talking to me the other day, about my friends, and she made a point to tell me how much she likes you, and how she really admires you. Come to think of it, I really admire you too.

You think you're so tough,

but you're actually just a kid. You seem to forget how young, and immature the world sees you as. Simply telling someone that has been a loyal friend that you can't be anymore, is a childish and selfish act, when you really have no reason at all. You basically need to get over things that have happened in the past that are never going to change, your childish attitude and most importantly, you need to get over yourself. By saying one thing, and doing another, it shows how much I meant to you. I obviously meant fuck all to you, because you treat me as disposable as a piece of trash and no longer respect me at all. Simply, you need to give up, because you're just a kid. A kid that I've spent so much time with, a kid that I still consider one of my closest friends and a kid that I will always love, somewhere in my heart.

Slowburn

Andrew Jackson Jihad

Oh my god there's scenesters everywhere, with their hair gel and their vintage t-shirts. Why didn't the shins come to phoenix? And why didn't mirah come to phoenix?

Because the modified is too small and the marquis is too big. And the complex is rightfully dead. And the hipsters with their snide comments and aversion to applause.

Oh my god, hardcore kids everywhere, with their hair gel and their color green.
How do they look so good while their convictions remain so strong?

Because their hair gel that they use isn't tested on animals and their swallow tattoos are fucking lame. And cocaine is essentially vegan and they don't give a fuck anyway. They're so vain, and yes, this song is about them.

Oh my god post-hardcore kids everywhere, with their violence and pomposity. So fucking straightedge getting high off of self-righteousness and praying to a sideways cross. So urban, so infantile, so angry, so young, and so poor. They don't need to use a crutch 'cuz they've got the wheelchair.

Oh my god there's assholes everywhere, pretentious fucking assholes everywhere. Oh my god there's assholes everywhere, pretentious judgmental assholes everywhere.

My holidays

I still have one week left, but they've been amazing so far!

My highlights are:

- Ladies Night, started off the holidays wonderfully. A night with my favourite girls, getting ridiculously pruney hands because we were in the spa for way too long. And spooning with Molly always rules.
- The afternoon I had Starbucks with Jade and Matty because there were no tables at Degraves. Then we walked all the way to Big W with Andrew and there were no crewnecks.
- Prue's birthday lunch. I got to see Prue, Tracey, Jade, Jes and Andrew all at once, and also meet some lovely new people.
- Shopping with Tracey and Danny, you honestly have no idea how much fun we had. It was one of the funnest experiences possible at Fountain Gate.
- Science Works with Holly, Lewis and Danny. Oh, and Donch :) Losing the wheel chair race to Lewis made me really sad though!
- Front row, centre at Wicked, just sayin'
- Chilling side-street with Jade, Jes, Steph, Schoffer and Andrew for ages, then going into the $1/$2 with Steph, Jade and Schoffer and buying everything!
- REEL UP! recording with Jade and Coco, one of the most fun nights ever.
- Afternoon in Ballarat with Steph Coco and Canning. Watching 70K, Dude where's my car and youtube videos (and porn 'so did you guys wanna watch some more or..") Then top model!
- The night following that afternoon when Steph and I watched Beauty and the Geek and screamed at the tv for the guy we wanted to win :) And we had a mad cuddle session when we slept too.
- DND the next day in Ballarat. Because I got to chill with the Melbourne crew, (Steph, Canning, Molly, Nicole, Ellen, Harley Jamez and Little Ellen). And I also got to see Tess which ruled. Break Even were a-m-a-z-i-n-g! No other words to describe.
- That messy night with Canning, Steph and Molly and Ellen at Stephs, hit the goon very hard and made good videos.
- Being able to catch up with Jade and Schoffer when I got back from Ballarat ruled, even if it was only for a little bit.
- Visiting Hanna is always fun because she's a masterchef.
- Going to the Melbourne DND spontaneously, to see Break Even again, and also see so many wonderful people. Jade, Dan, Andrew, Lewis (and his wonderful sister), Candy, Chris, James, Pat, Spinz, LUKE, basically everyone that I knew and was there, made it so so so wonderful for me. And I just had a great day. Especially serenading Andrew with my ~awesome~ singing skills.

My friends, both old and new, have actually made these holidays so good for me. Whether I've known you for years, have recently rekindled a friendship with you or are just becoming close with you, you've most likely impacted on how fantastic my holidays were.

:)

You inspire me..

Stephanie Coco
Jade Mooney
Andrew Moore
Molly Kurth
Cale Stobbie

Thank you.

Ballarat

We actually had the best few days ever. Hanging in bed/coffees/70k/dinner/antm with Canning and Steph, seeing Break Even, drunk times with Canning and Ellen, new friends, seeing old friends, fancy mcdonalds, 12 bus, and basically just chilling with Steph :)

Loving life.

Dear friend,

Even though we can argue like a house on fire, get jealous of each other, have really inappropriate conversations, disagree on everything, and I tease you about being little, you are one of the most amazing people I have ever met. When I'm with you, I can't help but smile. You never fail to make me the happiest person alive, and I can't have a bad time when I'm around you. Whether I see you for an hour or a whole day, afterward I miss you like crazy. I like how we share food and coffee too, and we spend days scabbing money at school so we can have adequate funds after school. I honestly can say I don't know what I'd do without your good morning texts, your cuddles, your smile and just your general friendship. This is what a friendship is supposed to be like. You know how much I love you, but I don't think I tell you how much I appreciate you. I can honestly say I will be there for you always, and I trust you with my life. Everyday I know I'm seeing you, no matter how shit my day's going to be, I know that at some point it will pick up. The days I spend with you, will be ones I treasure for ever. I'd basically be lost without you best friend.